So, after almost a year of doing whatever the hell I wanted, not really eating healthy or exercising, here I am again. Except now it's not so much because I want to, but because I have to. I found out at the end of last year that I have type 2 diabetes. Yay, me. After doing some research, I have a feeling my sudden diagnosis likely has to do with a lovely hormonal disorder I have called Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. To get my diabetes under control as well as getting my hormones straightened out I'm having to seriously change my lifestyle. And the more I read about the changes I need to make, the more I want to rail against it all. I love food, more specifically I love carbs like bread and pasta, and I am seriously struggling with coming to terms with what I can and can't have. I sometimes have a tendency to focus on the negative so right now I'm trying not to focus on the limitations I'm going to face. Not that that is exactly easy though.
